Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box...

SDough719 (2:42:00 PM): something is waiting around the corner- you will see
TsnmiCtySndBomb (2:42:11 PM): hooray!
TsnmiCtySndBomb (2:42:16 PM): is it a puppy?
TsnmiCtySndBomb (2:42:21 PM): josh needs a weiner dog
SDough719 (2:42:33 PM): lol-no a nice guy
SDough719 (2:42:54 PM): but at this point perhaps a weiner dog would be better :-)

Josh was sick the last 2 days. He wouldn't eat anything and barely drank. He's doing much better today but now I'm sick. I'm miserable actually. I haven't been able to keep anything down but ice chips. So I'm feeling pretty week, sore, and gross. Tomorrow morning I work 9-3, my first open in probably 6-7 months. Hopefully I'm feeling better by then.

Don't really feel like updating about anything else.

Let it go,
Let it roll right off your shoulder
Don't you know
The hardest part is over
Let it in,
Let your clarity define you
In the end
We will only just remember how it feels

Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders,
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours,
These small hours still remain

Let it slide,
Let your troubles fall behind you
Let it shine
Until you feel it all around you
And i don't mind
If it's me you need to turn to
We'll get by,
It's the heart that really matters in the end

Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders,
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours,
These small hours still remain

All of my regret
Will wash away some how
But i can not forget
The way i feel right now

In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists & turns of fate
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away but these small hours
These small hours, still remain,
Still remain
These little wonders
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away
But these small hours
These little wonders still remain

"New Shoes"

Woke up cold one Tuesday,
I'm looking tired and feeling quite sick,
I felt like there was something missing in my day to day life,
So I quickly opened the wardrobe,
Pulled out some jeans and a T-Shirt that seemed clean,
Topped it off with a pair of old shoes,
That were ripped around the seams,
And I thought these shoes just don't suit me.

[CHORUS:]
Hey, I put some new shoes on,
And suddenly everything is right,
I said, hey, I put some new shoes on and everybody's smiling,
It's so inviting,
Oh, short on money,
But long on time,
Slowly strolling in the sweet sunshine,
And I'm running late,
And I don't need an excuse,
'cause I'm wearing my brand new shoes.

Woke up late one Thursday,
And I'm seeing stars as I'm rubbing my eyes,
And I felt like there were two days missing,
As I focused on the time,
And I made my way to the kitchen,
But I had to stop from the shock of what I found,
A room full of all off my friends dancing round and round,
And I thought hello new shoes,
Bye bye them blues.

[CHORUS]

Take me wandering through these streets,
Where bright lights and angels meet,
Stone to stone they take me on,
I'm walking to the break of dawn. [x2]

[CHORUS (x2)]

Take me wandering through these streets

10 Real Random Facts About You:

1. i hate putting on makeup
2. i can't eat applesauce anymore
3. i love when elephants hold the tails of other elephants with their trunks when walking
4. i used to cry when I saw the master card "priceless" commercials (when they were sweet)
5. i could never swallow pills, then one friday when I was 23 I could suddenly do it
6. i was born on a wednesday
7. i never had morning sickness when i was pregnant
8. i think chicken liver wrapped in bacon and grilled is the greatest summer snack
9. i eat little debbie swiss cake rolls by eating off the outside layer of chocolate then unraveling the cake part
10. i used to want to be a writer for popular culture encyclopedias



9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART:

1. love my son as if he were your own
2. be completely faithful on every possible level
3. be able to balance being goofy and serious
4. be ROMANTIC
5. be flexible (with schedules/time)
6. be ambitious and have a basic plan for the future
7. share my sense of humor
8. get along great with my friends and family
9. know how to comfort me when i'm angry/sad/ect.

8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY:

1. cell phone
2. moisturizer
3. under garments
4. new balance tennis shoes
5. Josh
6. purse
7. hair rubber band around my wrist
8.

7 THINGS THAT I HATE:

1. liars
2. snow
3. winter
4. being unhappy
5. money (i hate that i desperately need it/life is so expensive)
6. the phrase "love you, mean it"
7. applesauce

6 PLACES I'VE VISITED:

1. toronto
2. new york city
3. colorado - winter park
4. chicago
5. windsor
6. kentucky...

5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:

1. get married to the love of my life
2. have more kids
3. vacation in europe
4. move out of fostoria
5. cook well

4 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF:

1. zombies
2. demons
3. losing someone close to me
4. josh getting hurt

3 THINGS I DO EVERYDAY:

1. feed my child
2. check online crap
3. talk on the phone

2 THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW:

1. let drama get to me
2. go to bed late

1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW:
1. someone who will treat me better than ryan did


Let's say we're heading out for a weekend getaway. You're only allowed to bring 3 articles of clothing with you. So, what's in your bag?

1. jeans
2. cute shirt
3. pajamas

If I was to listen in on one of your conversations throughout the day, what 5 phrases or words would I be most likely to hear?

1. "pooka" (i call josh that a lot it seems)
2. "hey come back here" (josh again)
3. "i know, right"
4. "whats up yo"
5. "k bye"


So, what 3 things do you find yourself doing every single day, and if you didn't get to do, you probably wouldn't be in the best mood?

1. take a shower
2. relax by myself when josh is taking a nap
3. talk to someone on the phone

You're driving down the road, and suddenly you're hit with this sense of road rage. What 3 factors probably contributed to it?

1. people who drive slow
2. people who don't use turn signals
3. hitting every traffic light on the way somewhere

Sweet, you just scored a whole afternoon to yourself. We're talking a 3 hour block with nobody around. What 5 activities might we find you doing?

1. taking a shower
2. doing dishes/cleaning
3. making something decent to eat
4. watching the many shows i have dvr'd
5. trying to organize all the crap in my bedroom


We're going to the zoo. But, it looks like it could start storming, so it'll have to be a quick visit. What 3 exhibits do we have to get to?

1. elephants
2. sea lions/seals
3. gorillas

Somebody stole your purse/wallet…in order to get it back, you have to name 5 things you know are inside to claim it. So, what's in there?

1. my wallet
2. random scraps of paper that have my work schedule for the week
3. tweezers
4. black and brown eyeliners
5. compact foundation

I love Stephen Colbert. I wish I could marry him.

This freaking makes my day...

I seriously need more friends.  The people I love most either have better things to do most of the time or live hours and hours away from me.

This video is freaking sweet.

Rent "Martian Child" on Tuesday.  It is seriously my new favorite movie.  AMAZING.

So I definitely need some "mom" friends.  I can't go out really anymore unless I plan for it way in advance.  And no one wants to sit around with me at home on a Friday or Saturday night when I can't find a babysitter.  So... yeah...

Sometimes I miss the semester of college that I failed, because at least I was going out every night and was surrounded by awesome people and friends all the time.  I guess this is being a grown-up.  At least I got my beautiful boy.  :-)  And he is so way more fun and precious than alcohol ever was.